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The top fears in America right now are quite interesting. *_Corrupt government officials_* top the list, with around 60% of people being afraid or very afraid of this issue ¹. This is followed by *_Economic/financial collapse_*, with about 54% of people fearing this. The fear of *_Russia using nuclear weapons_* is also high, at around 52%, and the fear of *_the US becoming involved in another World War_* is at about 52% as well ¹.

Other top fears include *_People I love becoming seriously ill_*, *_People I love dying_*, *_Pollution of drinking water_*, *_Biological warfare_*, and *_Cyber-terrorism_* ¹. The fear of *_Not having enough money for the future_* is also a significant concern, with around 48% of people fearing this ¹.

Looking at the broader trends, it's clear that Americans are worried about a range of issues, from government corruption and economic instability to environmental concerns and the threat of war ¹ ². The top 15 fears can be broken down into several categories, including:

- *_Government and politics_*: corrupt government officials, economic/financial collapse

- *_War and terrorism_*: Russia using nuclear weapons, the US becoming involved in another World War, biological warfare, cyber-terrorism

- *_Health and environment_*: people I love becoming seriously ill, people I love dying, pollution of drinking water

- *_Economic security_*: not having enough money for the future

- *_Other concerns_*: fear of mass shootings, fear of immigration and gun control ²

It's worth noting that these fears can vary from year to year, and are influenced by current events and societal trends ¹ ². ¹ ²

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anesthesiaperception which he may use for the careful observation of nature, or in his power of intellectual intuition which he may use to distinguish truth from falsehood by refusing to accept any idea which is not clearly and distinctly perceived by the intellect. ____________________ 2See my first motto to this Introduction, taken from Spinoza short treatise Of God, Man, and Human Happiness, ch. 15. Parallel passages are: Ethics, ii, scholium to propos. 42 ('Indeed, as light manifests itself and darkness, so with truth: it is its own standard, and that of falsity.'); De intellectus emendatione, 35, 36; and letter 74, end of paragraph 7. -5- Man can know: thus he can be free. This is the formula which explains the link between epistemological optimism and the ideas of liberalism. This link is paralleled by the opposite link. Disbelief in the power of human reason, in man's power to discern the truth, is almost invariably linked with distrust of man. Thus epistemological pessimism is linked, historically, with a doctrine of human depravity, and it tends to lead to the demand for the establishment of powerful traditions and the entrenchment of a powerful authority which would save man from his folly and his wickedness. (There is a striking sketch of this theory of authoritarianism, and a picture of the burden carried by those in authority, in the story of The Grand Inquisitor in Dostoievsky's The Brothers Karamazov.) The contrast between epistemological pessimism and optimism may be said to be fundamentally the same as that between epistemological traditionalism and rationalism. (I am using the latter term in its wider sense in which it is opposed to irrationalism, and in which it covers not only Cartesian intellectualism but empiricism also.) For we can interpret traditionalism as the belief that, in the absence of an objective and discernible truth, we are faced with the choice between accepting the authority of tradition, and chaos; while rationalism has, of course, always claimed the right of reason and of empirical science to criticize, and to reject, any tradition, and any authority, as being based on sheer unreason or prejudice or accident. IV It is a disturbing fact that even an abstract study like pure epistemology is not as pure as one might think (and as Aristotle believed) but that its ideas may, to a large extent, be motivated and unconsciously inspired by political hopes and by Utopian dreams. This should be a warning to the epistemologist. What can he do about it? As an epistemologist I have only one interest--to find out the truth about the problems of epistemology, whether or not this truth fits in with my political ideas. But am I not liable to be influenced, unconsciously, by my political hopes and beliefs? It so happens that I am not only an empiricist and a rationalist of sorts but also a liberal (in the English sense of this term); but just because I am a liberal, I feel that few things are more important for a liberal than to submit the various theories of liberalism to a searching critical examination. While I was engaged in a critical examination of this kind I discovered the part played by certain epistemologically

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